Post by soniacampbell on Jul 6, 2011 13:06:46 GMT -5
SONIAMARIECAMPBELL
General Information
Full Name| "H-Hello. I'm Sonia Marie Campbell, but I just go by Sonia."
Birthday| "It's July second."
Age| "I'm sixteen years old, but people say I'm mature for my age."
Gender| female
Occupation| "I'm still in high school. I used to work at a grocery store, but I quit because I didn't like it there." Her father made her quit so she was home more often.
Sexual Orientation| "I'm heterosexual."
Education| "I'm currently a sophomore in high school."
Appearence
Play by/ Face claim| abbie golledge
Hair Color| "My hair's dark brown. It's a moderate length, and I think it's my best feature. I try to keep it silky and straight and whenever I'm nervous or sad I play with it to calm myself."
Eye Color| "I have bright blue eyes that people say are the first feature they're drawn to, but I just think they're normal eyes."
Body Style/Build| "I'm slim and average height. I'm a little under-weight and I have trouble staying at an average level."
Height| "I'm 5'5"."
Weight| "105 pounds"
Tattoos| "I don't have any..." A heart on her hip requested by her father.
Piercings| "Just my ears."
Anything Else| She has scars down her arms from when she fought back against her father and is always bruised.
Personality
Likes| "I love my cat, Nala. I've had her since I was little and named her after the Lion King. I also love music and use it as a getaway. I also love Thomas Hardy's novels, especially Tess of the d'Urbervilles. I used to play field hockey and I loved it, but now I don't find the time. I also used to dance but found myself unable to continue. I like being alone too."
Dislikes| "I hate the dark. It reminds me of... um, my childhood. I also don't really like the male sex. I don't like being taken control of and I don't like when people make assumptions. I hate social situations and revealing clothing, and I'm not a fan of fashion or body image. I don't like material concerns and lies."
Special Skills| "I'm a good field hockey player, I'm smart, and I'm mature." She also is a good liar and can easily hide behind characters. She's skilled at pleasing her father.
Strengths| "I'm good at taking myself away from the present and hiding behind something else. I'm a good liar and pretender and I'm naturally smart. People say I'm mature and I'm forgiving."
Weaknesses| "I'm very secretive and secluded and I tend to internalize my feelings. I know I'm about to break at any second but I still can't do anything about it. I turn to not eating when I'm upset, so I'm worried about my health. I want to forgive everyone for everything, but I know I shouldn't. I blame myself all the time even though I know it's not my fault."
Habits| "I play with my hair when I'm afraid or worried, and I tend to put another personality as my shield when I'm at home. I pray to God all the time although I don't believe in religion."
Fears| "I fear for my health and my family and I'm afraid I won't survive this."
Goals in Life| "I want to get better and I want all this to stop."
Overall Personality| Sonia is an interesting person. She has two separate personalities, one of which she uses as a shield to protect herself when she's at home with her father and brother. At school and around others, she's quiet and reserved. Sonia won't talk unless she's spoken to, and even then she probably won't say much. She wants to protect her father and brother despite what they've done to her because she forgives them though she knows she shouldn't. Sonia has quit all her extra-curricular activities and although she is very intelligent, she has lost the will to work and is currently struggling with her grades. She wears long sleeves and long pants to hide her bruises and cuts and never wears anything moderately revealing. She doubts herself constantly but deals with her problems in an extremely mature way and never complains or whines about petty things.
When she's at home, though, Sonia dons a more sexual attitude. She learned long ago to hide behind this character that her father prefers, and it's so deeply ingrained into her mind that as soon as she walks into the house she dons her facade. Sonia wears skimpy, revealing clothing and takes on a sassier, naughtier attitude. Sonia teases her father and brother and takes on the role of the sex kitten her father forces upon her. She has a stash of sex toys in her room, ones her father ordered for her, and while she hides behind this persona Sonia truly wishes she could just get away. Still, she forgives her father and brother ad never blames them for anything. She's been blinded by them into thinking it's her fault, and she often prays to God although she does not believe in religion.
History
Hometown/Nationality| "I've lived in a small town in Kentucky all my life."
Parents| "Ivan Brandon Campbell Jr. and Mary-Anne Isabelle Campbell. My mother died when I was eleven."
Siblings| "Paul Ivan Campbell. He's 18."
Significant Other| n/a
Kids| She had a miscarriage three months ago. It was her father's.
Other Relations| She loves her cat, Nala, more than anyone else.
Overall History| Sonia was born to Ivan Brandon Campbell Jr. and Mary-Anne Isabelle Campbell when her brother was two years old. For most of her life, she was happy. Sonia was always extremely close to her mother. She always supported Sonia in everything she did, watching her play field hockey, going to her honors ceremonies, and watching her ballet recitals. Her father was distant. He drank a lot, smoked, and was just generally unkind. Throughout Sonia's childhood, her mother and father always fought. Yet they stayed together, whether for the children or each other Sonia didn't know. Still, it was a rocky relationship, and Sonia and her brother Paul often found solace in each other. They grew together as Sonia and her mother grew apart, and Sonia trusted Paul with her life. He taught her how to throw a football, how to be stronger, and how to have fun. All that changed when Sonia turned eleven.
One morning Sonia woke to find her mother collapsed on the kitchen table with a cup of coffee knocked over, brown liquid dripping all over the table and floor. She was already dead. Her father, for unknown reasons, refused to take Mary-Anne to a hospital or funeral director and instead built a coffin, burying her in the family's backyard. Sonia was devastated. She was not close at all to her father, and her mother was the last parental figure she had. Sure, she had Paul, but now she no longer had a ride to practices, a friend and supporter, and someone to love her unconditionally. A few weeks passed and nothing unusual occurred; the family mourned for their lost mother and wife. But then, Sonia's life began its downhill path.
It was one dark night when her father first violated her. Sonia was sleeping in her room, the darkness calm and quiet. She woke to find her father sitting on the foot of the bed with a hunger in his eyes. That first night, he touched her. Sonia was too shocked to protest. Embarrassed and confused, Sonia continued on without saying anything, but she was more cautious and less bubbly. Her friends began to notice, but Sonia distanced herself. What had she done to upset her father? She didn't know, but she did know it was her fault. She couldn't tell anyone, for despite her father's drawbacks, he was still her father. So Sonia kept quiet. A few weeks passed again, and her father reentered Sonia's room. This time, Sonia tried to protest, but Ivan kept her quiet by squeezing her arms until they bruised. And he entered her. Sonia was eleven, a virgin, yet she was old enough to know that this was not right. It hurt, she bled, and her spirits were broken along with her innocence. From that moment on, her father visited her nightly and she completely withdrew from all social activities and interactions.
Eventually, this was not enough for her father. When Sonia turned twelve, her father entered her room with her brother. Paul had been unaware of the situation or he hadn't said anything if he knew, but tonight was different. Ivan used Sonia again, but this time he made Paul watch. Sonia was even more broken. She was embarrassed, disgusted, and felt worthless. She began to eat less and less, finding that the pain of hunger helped push all emotions from her mind. She lost weight, became depressed, and lost all her faith in God. But it wasn't enough for Ivan. Another year went by. Sonia turned thirteen, and Ivan needed more of a thrill. He forced Sonia to get a tattoo on her hip, a heart. The tattoo artist asked no questions, even when he saw the bruises all over her body. With this new tattoo came a new personality. Ivan showed up that night with a box of sex toys and a box full of slutty outfits. He commanded Sonia to wear the outfits whenever she was at home, and she would learn to use the toys in order to better please him. At first Sonia refused and was met by many beatings and more molestations. Eventually, however, she began to accept her new wardrobe and accessories.
Two years later, when Sonia was fifteen, Ivan forced Paul to have sex with her for the first time. Since he had first watched Ivan molest Sonia, Paul had tried to protect his sister. He stayed with her on the nights when Ivan did not want pleasure, and he accompanied her whenever he could. But Sonia couldn't find solace in anything. After this sex with her brother, Sonia knew she could not go on like this. Ivan began to demand a change in attitude, and Sonia accepted the role almost willingly. She found that with her new personality, she could pretend she was someone else, hide behind this facade. So she did. At home she was a different person, a child prostitute. And this pleased Ivan.
When Sonia was sixteen, she got pregnant. It was a miracle that she hadn't earlier on, for Ivan never wore condoms and Sonia didn't know anything about birth control. She was ashamed and hid it from everyone, wearing baggier clothing and shrinking away from confrontations. But two months into the pregnancy Sonia had a miscarriage, something that scared and scarred her. She didn't know what to do and couldn't go to a hospital, so she dealt with it herself. It showed her what could come of this and made her fear having a child. She also began to fear for her life as Ivan began to need more sex more often and began to favor violence. Sonia found herself constantly in pain, constantly bruised, and constantly broken. She didn't know how much longer this could go on.
About the Roleplayer
Name| Hannah
Age| Sixteen
Experience| Five-Six years
Sample roleplay|see Charlotte! (:
