Post by Site Administration on Jan 13, 2012 18:52:51 GMT -5
Hey guys,
I'm terribly sorry that I just kind of abandoned the site this week. I have been supremely stressed out for some reason. It was the first week of classes and I'm taking 16 credits, this isn't to much but it takes up quite a bit of time obviously, secondly I have worked over 30 hours this week, also easy but lots of time. Lots of things happened this week, much to do with Money, I got my loans for school in hopes to buy a car, which fell through on my decision because I didn't want to give the money away for a down payment and monthly payments were no interest to me. So now I am in the process of fixing my old one. Secondly I went to dentist and found out I have 6 cavities that need filled, also I need a cleaning and he wants all 4 of my wisdom teeth extracted unfortunately my Dental Insurance only has a limit of $1000 dollars, so I have to get the cavities filled and teeth cleaned, but I will have to wait on the extraction until either I can pay for it, or next year. This has been stressful to.
The big thing though is I have been so DOWN this week, like I have had no high happy points at all, my mood has been unhappy and irritable. This isn't the usual me so I'm not sure how to handle it. My entire body feels week and I have been super tired, like fatigued. It doesn't help that I had to get up at 5:30 three days in a row and go to bed around 1am. But still I should be able to muscle through it better, it has been hard to keep my head up, and it even takes like thought to breather correctly. Also I have this feeling that I just want to cry, not just tears, like sob but I have nothing to cry over, and I'm not usually the emotional sort, I usually stand strong and shove everything aside.
Anyway sorry if it seems like ranting, I just wanted to share, anyway, hopefully I'm back now, I will try to let you know if I'm going to disappear again.
I'm terribly sorry that I just kind of abandoned the site this week. I have been supremely stressed out for some reason. It was the first week of classes and I'm taking 16 credits, this isn't to much but it takes up quite a bit of time obviously, secondly I have worked over 30 hours this week, also easy but lots of time. Lots of things happened this week, much to do with Money, I got my loans for school in hopes to buy a car, which fell through on my decision because I didn't want to give the money away for a down payment and monthly payments were no interest to me. So now I am in the process of fixing my old one. Secondly I went to dentist and found out I have 6 cavities that need filled, also I need a cleaning and he wants all 4 of my wisdom teeth extracted unfortunately my Dental Insurance only has a limit of $1000 dollars, so I have to get the cavities filled and teeth cleaned, but I will have to wait on the extraction until either I can pay for it, or next year. This has been stressful to.
The big thing though is I have been so DOWN this week, like I have had no high happy points at all, my mood has been unhappy and irritable. This isn't the usual me so I'm not sure how to handle it. My entire body feels week and I have been super tired, like fatigued. It doesn't help that I had to get up at 5:30 three days in a row and go to bed around 1am. But still I should be able to muscle through it better, it has been hard to keep my head up, and it even takes like thought to breather correctly. Also I have this feeling that I just want to cry, not just tears, like sob but I have nothing to cry over, and I'm not usually the emotional sort, I usually stand strong and shove everything aside.
Anyway sorry if it seems like ranting, I just wanted to share, anyway, hopefully I'm back now, I will try to let you know if I'm going to disappear again.
