Signe opened her eyes and felt her being held. For a second her instincts and memories of what happened flooding her head took over and she jolted in his arms, thinking it may have been her attacker. She calmed down when she heard his voice and berried her face in his chest, crying. She caught her breath and looked up at Spencer. "Spencer...I can't do this anymore." She felt exhausted. All the energy she had she had used in the interview. "I need to stop."
Post by SSA Dr. Spencer Reid on Jul 13, 2011 2:08:21 GMT -5
Spencer kissed her on her head, and picked her up, speaking soothingly to her.
"You did well, sweetheart. I think we have a name that might be important. You never mentioned Jacquliene before. But now, let's try to get some rest, OK?" He placed her gently on the bed, and pulled the covers over her before changing into sweats and climbing in next to her. He pulled her close to him and kissed her again.
"I love you, Signe, and I want you to be happy and safe. Please let me do that for you. Sleep well, my love. I'll see you in the morning."
Signe sighed and tried the best she could to relax. He was right, she had found a name in her memory that she hadn't mentioned before. Mainly because she had tried so hard to just forget about it. She wanted to be rid of the whole thing. She closed her eyes and smiled when he said the words I love you. Those words used to have no meaning to her and now they did.
She looked up at her boyfriend, boyfriend...She loved saying that word. She really did have to thank Derek for helping to get her into the BAU. She would never have gotten to be with Spencer had it not been for Derek pulling every string he could to get her on the team. She settled into his arms and closed her eyes as he spoke to her. He was so calming, so soothing. "I love you Spencer Reid." She closed her eyes and soon she was fast asleep.
Surprisingly enough her dreams were not horrific and frightening. She dreamed about her life with Spencer. There wonderful wedding that Penelope and JJ helped plan. Her father giving her away and seeing her new family also known as her team being there for them. She saw the birth of there beautiful baby girl. She saw them getting a house together and living a happy life. They did the job they loved and were together. The man who had haunted her for so long was gone. Away from her forever. She slept peacefully and soundly through the night.
Morning eventually came and Signe's eyes opened to the warm sunlight on her face. She lifted her head and gathered her surroundings. She was in Spencer's room, but Spencer wasn't in there. She could hear him talking out in the living room on his phone. Odds are he was talking to either JJ, Penelope or Derek. She sat up and rubbed her eyes. She didn't want to get up just yet. She layed back down and looked up at the ceiling, smiling. She could get used to this...Living with him.
Post by SSA Dr. Spencer Reid on Jul 13, 2011 17:21:00 GMT -5
Spencer had spent the night watching Signe sleep, pleased and amazed that she didn't stir once. She didn't wake up screaming at all; a first in all the times she's stayed at his place. She didn't even grimace in her sleep, which she often did. Actually, once she said his name, but it seemed loving, and he'd smiled.
Now, he sat in his living room, fully dressed, talking in a whisper to Garcia. She was going to dig into the man's past, and look to see what she could find about someone in his life named Jacquliene or Jackie.
"Thanks, Garcia. I appreciate it, and I know that you've been there for Signe, too, so I want to thank you for that. Bye." He hung up and dialed JJ, telling her what had happened the night before, and telling her that once Signe woke up, they would talk, and then let her know if they wanted to bring in the team. He hung up with her, and stood, walking into the bedroom, and smiling to find Signe awake.
"Good morning, Sweetheart." He slipped back into the bed next to her, and pulled her close again, inhaling her sweet berry scent. He spoke to her.
"You slept well last night, my dear. So, I talked to Garcia and to JJ. They're both concerned. What would you like to do? We can make love, and then get some breakfast, and then deal with the scene at your home, or we can deal with the scene, then eat, and then make love, or any combination of those things." He grinned.
Signe snuggled up to her boyfriend and smiled, he smelt amazing. She loved how he smelled. Not like he had dumped a bottle of calogne on himself but he smelt clean, her never really had that musky smell like most guys did. He was perfect...He was his.
When he listed all the things they could do her eyes grew wide when she heard him say they could make love. She looked up at him and let him finish his sentences. She propped herself up on her arm and looked at him. Was he really wanting to move on to that? She took in a deep breath and looked back into his eyes.
She wanted to make love to him...She really did. She wanted to try, part of her felt like she was ready. She seemed to be making tremendous progress with him and when she spoke with her therapist which she kept from Spencer she had told Signe that she thought she may be ready. She wanted this more than anything. She smiled and gave him a kiss. "I wanna do it...Lets make love."
Post by SSA Dr. Spencer Reid on Jul 13, 2011 17:40:02 GMT -5
Spencer blushed; he wasn't actually expecting her to call him on it. He turned suddenly serious.
"Are you sure? I want it to be OK. With the....unsub returning, I don't want you to rush into something that feels forced." He had been patiently waiting and he woulc continue to, for however long it took for her to feel safe and comfortable around him, in intimacy. He kissed her, longer than usual, and allowed her to take the lead.
Signe smiled when he asked if she was sure she wanted this. She was one hundred percent sure that she did in fact want this. She kissed him back when his lips met hers. It was longer than usual. She pulled him on top of her and slid her hands up his shirt.
She pulled away looking into his eyes. She needed to tell him about her therapist. She needed to tell him everything. If they were going to be doing this they needed to let the other into there world completely. They needed to know that the trust was there. "I've been seeing a therapist. Part of it is talking about my sex life and whether or not I feel like I am ready. I have been talking about you in my sessions for a long time. I told her I was ready and I meant it. I'm telling you I'm ready and I mean it."
She went back to kissing him, taking his shirt off as she did so. His soft skin starting a fire inside of her. A feeling she had never felt before.
Post by SSA Dr. Spencer Reid on Jul 13, 2011 17:56:54 GMT -5
Signe was telling him that she'd been seeing a therapist and telling him that she was serious about doing this, and he thought that was an excellent idea. He kissed her again, as she took off his shirt. He moved his mouth to her neck and began to suck lightly.
He moved his hands up and down her soft skin, then reached up and pulled off her sweatshirt, revealing the milky skin of her breasts and neck and stomach. He inhaled as he raised his head and bit his lip. He was nervous; he'd only been with one other girl, and it had been in college. Actually, it had been the summer in between his junior and senior years. He spoke to her.
"Um, can I tell you something, too? You are actually only the second girl I will have been with. Ever. So I might need a little help to make you, you know, feel good." He blushed, but replaced his mouth on her neck, and then began to kiss a line across her chest.
Signe smiled when he took her shirt off and began kissing her neck, his hands wandering over her soft, pale skin. He pulled away telling her that he had only been with one other girl before. She couldn't help but chuckle. She wasn't one to talk. The only other man she had been with was raping her. She considered herself a virgin to the date.
Spencer just shut up and kiss me." She said pulling his face back to hers. She felt the temperature rising as they kissed. There bodies moving in a synchronized rhythm. She began unbuckling his belt and pants. She slid them down while still keeping her lips plastered to his, she couldn't believe how amazing this felt. Sex always scared her, she always thought that memories would flood her head and she would freak but so far all she could think about was Spencer. "I love you Spencer Reid."
Post by SSA Dr. Spencer Reid on Jul 13, 2011 18:16:10 GMT -5
He smiled as she pulled him back to her, seemingly uncaring about his proclamation. She kissed him, and then began unbuckling his pants, and undressing him, keeping her lips on his the whole time. He couldn't think clearly; all he could think about was the butterflies in his stomach, and the way she was making him feel. He couldn't think about anything important, least of all the man who was stalking the woman he loved. But when Signe said again that she loved him, using his full name, he decided to let his mind just go blank.
"I love you, too." He moved himself to a more comfortable position, and removed her pants before taking a deep breath and entering her. They moved together as one for awhile, and then he spoke to her, stroking her hair as he continued to move.
"Can I tell you something? The first time I did this, I was a kid. It's much better now that I am older, and with someone I love. I worry for you so much, and I need you to tell me if anything I ever do or say frightens you, oK?"
She felt him moving slightly to a more comfortable position and felt her pants, well...his pants slide off. It was just them and the blankets that covered there bodies now. She felt him enter inside of her and she let out one small gasp at the feeling. It didn't scare her. There was no memory of him. She just felt...amazing. She was with the man she was sure she wanted to spend the rest of her life with.
"Can I tell you something? The first time I did this, I was a kid. It's much better now that I am older, and with someone I love. I worry for you so much, and I need you to tell me if anything I ever do or say frightens you, oK?" She smiled and nodded at him. She kissed him again as there bodies moved as if they were one. The magical moment was unlike any other. She felt so amazing. A slight moan escaped her lips as they moved together. It seemed so amazing, she wanted to be with him forever and wasn't ashamed of it. "Spencer..." Were the only words that could escape her lips.
Post by SSA Dr. Spencer Reid on Jul 13, 2011 18:37:46 GMT -5
Spencer could feel himself beginning to reach the end, and he moved a little harder when she sighed. He was happy that he was making her feel good; there was no sign of fear or regret in her face. He smiled as he inched towards the big event, and said her name, whispering into the quiet room.
"Signe, sweetheart. I love you."
He then let out a satisified sigh as he finished and they remained entwined for a little while, her legs wrapped around his body and the sheets pulled around them. He tailed kisses across her body, and spoke again.
"Well, that was...great. I want to do this forever; just lay here with you." He kissed her head again, and fell silent, listening to her breathe and the sound of her heart beating in her chest.
Signe felt him inside her and felt him finishing. She let out a small sigh when she felt him. One thing was for sure...Spencer Reid was amazing in bed and Signe was glad that he was hers. They laid there for a second. entwined in one another bodies. She looked up at him. Never had she thought that she would make it this far with the famous Dr. Spencer Reid. Even though she didn't want to all she could think about was there beautiful, smart little babies they would be making.
"Well Dr. Reid...You did very well." She said as she began stretching out underneath him.
Post by SSA Dr. Spencer Reid on Jul 13, 2011 19:02:02 GMT -5
Spencer grinned as she complimented his technique, and then she began to stretch out under him. He smiled, but rolled to his side so that she would be more comfortable. He didn't want to leave the comfort and warmth of his bed, and he didn't want to leave the love cocoon that was building around him.
Her brown hair was on his chest, and tickling him, and it was all he could do to not be disgustingly sappy at that moment. Instead, he pulled her closer, visions of the babies they could have dancing in his head. He shook the images from his brain; he wasn't sure he was totally ready for that yet; it had been just one time. "Shut up, Spencer, there's time for that later," he told himself.
As much as he hated to, he spoke, breaking their romantic haze.
"I hate to say this, but there is a big mess at your place. How should we deal with that?"
Signe smiled, laying in her own heaven. Nothing could hurt her here. Nothing could ruin this amazing feeling she had. She rolled onto her side facing Spencer when he rolled off of her. She smiled up at him as she moved the hair away from her face. She really did love how this felt. For once in her life, she was truly happy. She loved her work, she loved Spencer and she felt safe.
When he mentioned that they had a mess at her house to figure out she sighed and closed her eyes. The reality of the situation flooding back to her mind. She needed to get herself back into profiler mode and figure out who this man was. She didn't have a name, she didn't have anything. All she had were bits and pieces of her memory that she was afraid of approaching. She didn't want to go back there again. She sat up and looked down at him.
"I guess we better get dressed and call the group together...We need to get to the bottom of this." She got up and walked into the shower, allowing him to accompany her. She rinsed off, dried off and got herself dressed into a casual, comfortable outfit. She grabbed her gun and placed it on her hip. She walked away from her bag and looked at Spencer. She was dressed in her normal work day clothes. She never liked wearing slacks. She considered this a case now. It was time to go back to work.
She looked at Spencer again after making sure her gun was good and loaded and walked over to him. She gave him a kiss and pulled him closer to her in an embrace. She held herself close to him, letting herself take in his smell. She pulled away and sighed, smiling slightly. Weekends over...Time to go to work."